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IlluminableFebruary 21 Turning pointYou know that there's some highest mountains you would reach one day, and also some small steps which's a heart distance you will never be able to reach for someone.
One day you will be bored of waiting for someone, and maybe exchange the desperation with the stars for an earnest hope that he'll hear you from far away. And suddenly you may grew tired of the melancholy, and the loneliness which shades every corner you crouch grey, then suddenly you felt like a fool and will start smiling in the rain. It's the same way as taking another perspective of realizing life as a half full or half empty glass without a little shake of romance. February 13 Unfinished Too many times we left traces in youth, unfinished stories and songs, that resonates like a basketball bouncing in an empty court. I once have a story February 06 RecallTo an extent, I achieved all I had ever wanted, but then it's almost as dumb as the missing grades which left me two moulds of blankness, makes me a complete stranger, searching redemption for my overrated pride.
And then she smiled a warmth, like a ray of sunlight which enlightens a complete stranger, there wasnt any pride, revenge, debt, dissapoint in the classroom beside the pond. Then there is a kid who dare not venture a little further to embrace those who love him whole-heartedly, for always.
Then I locked the memories in a classroom of 3 keyholes, which I left them on 3 desks.
January 30 SadnessThen we must treat sadness the same justice as how we would treat happiness, despite how it's forced to be forgotten, it always remains humble in it's shadows and most of all, this is when people became loyal to their emotions and honest to themselves.
When the rush of tears is wetting your eyes, we can always remember to say:"Let's not take things too seriously." January 23 菜市(to b continued) 黯淡的青色让脚印盖的污水盖过了, 然后鲜艳的青色是大地抚育出来的蔬菜, 最后是太阳一视同仁地勾画出我们大家的轮廓. 在这同一个屋檐下的生命, 生的, 死的, 待死的都有, 任君选择. 话说生命, 是从最原始的微生物先展开的一段故事, 而所有故事都得从低开始, 不论是施了多少肥的蔬菜, 或是受了多少教育的我们. 这是菜市的由来, 凭着一窍不通的数学, 用了最原始的买卖来开拓出一番无限种可能性的未来.超级市场之前, 我们有杂货店, 杂货店之前, 还有菜市, 但这个次序并不见得能互乱来排. 菜市更早之前以”路是人走出来”的信念在运输的过程中催促了今天每一道康庄大道的发展, 然后贩卖的菜与肉变成了天下妈妈手下煮的狮子头与红烧鸭, 吃饱了从新出发. 而在她的见证下, 不积跬步，无以至千里的耐性, 越来越多人也开始鼓起勇气一同承担这个三大宗族的国家的重量. 但若当时, 没有人开始这场买卖, 以汗水交换更多更多的未来, 跨出了商业的第一大步, 那么我们损失的究竟是时间还是未来? 一座大城市也是那样, 一日千里的文明与科技的发展, 从直率的华文字笔画到圆滑的英文字母, 需要赌上下一个世纪的民族文化与尊严, 最后在年轻一代认为老一代太执着, 而老一代的人为了年轻人的未来而作出的让步. 双方面的冲突, 是以益己或益人的理由而作出让步的. 老一代的人把千万种的可能性传了给我们, 在时间熙来攘往的洪流中也得设法把最远方的后来铺好. 就算用自己似懂非懂的教育方式, 也得看着孩子成材. 刚才, 很好奇地见到一位阿叔抱着孩子指向一份我个人不是很喜欢(认为它有邪意)的报子, 说:"看, 舞狮". 父母亲真正想孩子学会的道理, 未必是填鸭式教育可以给的, 但往往都想用自己的方式, 用人情事故教会孩子更多更多的知识, 矛盾得像是想让孩子通过吃一堑长一智的考验, 但本能地又怕我们跌倒受伤害一蹶不振. 但是回头望的能有多少个游子呢? 就像简单的买卖到最后还是需要与演变成资本主义横霸的超市竞争, 那种在传统秤上打量人情而加多一两克菜的情怀, 在电子秤的斤斤计较前终显得乡土. 然后多数的我们就那样沿着墨水的延展把故事带到另一个地方, 而前辈的角色就消失了, 即使后来在香火前有遗憾, 也只不过是一声像冰雪那样日积月累载了千百年来化作的情感. 就算所有的感情到最后都得演变成像资本主义的买卖与交换, 那么, 梦想又是否可以被卖呢?
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